feeling sad...

ooohhhhhhhhhhh
i cant focus at this moment....
do no stop to expect...
something...
that might u reach...
ooohhhhhhh
i want to sleep forever...
i boring with this life...
too much inner conflict...
despite outer too...
i cant control my mind....
i cant control my attitude...
please help mee...
somebody out there...
can u reach me...
halloo....
im here n supposed to be near of death...
now im dying....an agony life....
i miss u...u are my true lover....