The three most important things in my life...

Yesterday when i was think about my purpose in this life before i got to slep, i had set some rules in my life....the rules is something that u have to obedient and make it as the paradigm of ur life...
the rule number one is being fully aware and carefull always....the rule number two is working hard is same important like ur breath, the rule number three is dont ever to wake up more at 5 am in the morning....!! Read More......

L.O.V.E

everyone would exactly die...it's all only about the time...the most important thing is something useful that u can fill in this world as long as u still alive....thats love...love can force u to work...love can force u to sacrifice...work and sacrifice to whom u love...if u love ur husband or ur wife you are working for him or her...if u love ur children you work and even sacrifice for ur children...more expand ur love dedicated to...u are working harder than before....what if i become the love itself...?
u work and sacrifice without attachment...hopeless...never expected will be rewarded...because love is love....love is substance...loving is nature.....i love u...all of u....the tree...animals, human...all of u...the universe.... Read More......

Never Forget Love...

i know this girl since i was in junior high school...her long black straight hair...her laugh...good looking hair...and white teeth....really-really grab my soul...she is my first true love, and will forever be my true love....
i was remember every time i take a bath im only singing about her....the song is 'aku jatuh cinta' by base jam... i dont know why i feel like that...since that i had been kept her face within my heart...i always remembering her....maybe she is my true love, and can be my soul mate too...who knows..?
But im the man who never expect from another person...let along the live flow by itself...i she is trully my soul mate...thx God, if she wasnt thx God too....
but one that i believe...she is progress me....she has a same 'sense' with me.....she loves me too...i can feel it...i can smell it....but please darling waiting to me....i only want to prove my love to u after all of this finish...i want to take a job first....after that i want to looking for u...u are my beib...
im always waiting for u.... Read More......

waiting for my counsciousness to come....

the next 24 hours, the next 365 days i've been wondering where i should be live...where i supposed to observed...yesterday i had made a great decision of my life...i had made some hierarchy about what i should really pursue about during this life... that's hierarchy only consist of two number...hierarchy number one and two...number one is counsciousness...that's (based on me) the most important things in life....number two is working....
Counsciousnees means what are u doing now...counsciouness means what are u reading, n what are u hearing now...with a full major of concentrate of being now...counsciousness is when u aware that u and universe as one...not separating....universe like other people u know and not know, tree, animal, bacterial etc....counsciouness means easy and difficult at once...
the next important thing of my life is working...."Work hard is Worship" working is needs...u live in this world to work...that's why u born with two arms and two length...to give more life to working and working despite speaking, seeing and listening...
i must concentrate....humans bad habit is always forget....thats why using the present moment to purify your mind is one of the secret things....present moment is the most important thing in ur life...that counsciousness.... Read More......

if i become...

if i become (jika aku menjadi...) this day i feel like a labor...hahaha.......with my friends felix n ari...i try to move my big luggage on my last boarding house move it to my village....i rent a pick up car 125ooo idr, to help move my luggage. Despite my luggage i move adit's luggage too....feel so interested this my countdown to back...after 5 years in malang, and 2 years in surabaya...it's hard to believe....my own luggage just a small box which contain book and clothes, but adit's board out 6 very heavy big box...waaww....its so nice to lifting it with my friend...all sports and sweat...haha.......
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