Why man is difficult to change

I'm 26 years old...since i was born in this life...i feel very empty...thank you for the mother nature sending me in this world to continue my mission...my heart was so sensitive...live in this very muddy world...makes me have to be aware...on every minutes on every second...many traps in this world...in this such a material world...when someday im starting to makes an appointment with my self...to seriously change...the world seems unwilling to release me...


I think the big problem causing a man's difficult to change is the absence of strong will...strong will make easy change...the change itself can happen could in a year could be in a month...but the important thing is... very small step of change starting from NOW....

Change before you have to... (Jack welch)
"It is not the strongest of the species that survive, nor the most intelligent, but the one most responsive to change" (Charles Darwin)
"Things do not change; we change." (Henry David Thoreau)
"If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude." (Maya angelou)
"People Change and forget to tell each other" (Lillian Hellman)
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Come Down To Earth The Sky Is No Home...

Oleh : Anand Krishna

No, no matter how high you fly, you cannot make a home in the sky. You must come down to earth. Earth is where you belong, don't ever forget this fact. Sky is abstract, infinite and from your childhood you have been looking up at the sky. You have always had a fantasy of having a home there; to fly like a bird and build your nest there. This is a fantasy. You may choose to be fooled by your own fantasies. But, once the fantasy is over and you are awake, you will have to face the facts of life.
The heights, the heavens are so tempting. You have been led to believe in fairies, in castles in the air, in heavens with damsels going around bare-breasted, willing to serve you, to kiss you. Shake off this illusion! Come back.
You cannot own the skies, enjoy the heights but do not believe them. You cannot be there all the time. You must come down. Isn't it enough that the skies give you all the sunshine that you need, all the rain that you want? and you want to possess, to own the skies? No, heaven is not yours. Heaven is an illusion. This earth, this gross earth where your feet are is real.
You can live without skies, without a roof over your head. But, you cannot live without earth, without a piece of ground to stand upon. You, who are under an illusion that the skies can be owned, high time you get yourself disillusioned- no, the skies cannot be owned. And, if you must believe, believe in the earth beneath your feet, This is more practical.

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Every second every minute just remember....

Today is a present...Present is a gift...every present every gift belong to HIM, the almighty one...the irreplaceable one...
just always smile...smile open your heart...smile is a reflection of a soul...give life ur best smile...give other ur best smile...
im here is nothing...who am i...i am not my own not yours...i am free...im nothing...im water, air, and tree...im existence...

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Turn ur TV OFF all day LONG...

some people talking about politics...some other talking about the new story about her favourite opera soap or sinetron...children and teenager talking about the story about her favourite boyband...father n son fight each other because of their different pleasure about their favourite movie...so..,until when this kind of uglyness threatenings our nation..?
turn off your television while you still have time....watching television does'nt provide any benefit...your brain washed...your emotions played...don't watching television even if you have a lot of time...better ur spent your time doing some other benefit action...like reading, light exercise etc....
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When Love Turns To Devotion

Oleh : Anand Krishna

Hearts soaked in love, saturated with love fully - only such hearts - can conceive devotion. Any other is not possible. Understand this properly, for without proper understanding you shall be deceiving yourself. You will imagine that you are devoted, but such an imagination will be far from reality. That will not be devotion.
Lighting candles in church, kneeling before the cross, saying prayers religiously a number of times in a mosque, singing hymn in temples and viharas-all these are good. I am not opposed to such acts, for they necessary disciplines to speed up the process of devotion in you. But, consider this : they in themselves are not acts of devotion. They are the means to help develop devotion in you - nothing more than that.
They are necessary until devotion is born within you. Once you have the birth of devotion within you, you will begin to see your beloved everywhere. He is in the west and in the east, in the north and the south-he is everywhere. This entire creation becomes a temple. Your life will then turn into an unending expression of devotion. A devotee is essentially a lover. He sees his beloved everywhere. All that he does will be acts of worship. He does nothing for his own personal gain. Whatever he does; he does it for love's sake. Once again, you must understand this correctly, for many a time you fail to recognize devotee.
Your concept of devotion is wrong. You believe that a devotee will reject, will deny the world of matter and embrace the abstract world of spirit, No, they are escapists; they are not devotees. Either you accepts, or you reject. You cannot do both at one and the same time. A devotee has already accepted love. So, he will have nothing to do with hatred. Hence, he has nothing to do with rejection, or with denial.
If you reject matter and accept spirit, your acceptance will be a product of denial, of rejection. Such cannot be an acceptance. No, this is not acceptance. A mango seed cannot grow to be an apple tree. It is agains all laws of nature. When you reject the world, you are sowing the seed of hatred. How can you hope for a tree of love and devotion..?

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FIGHTING THE FEAR OF REJECTION

Oleh : Anand Krishna

This is your problem. You are in fear. You cannot say that you love her. Why ? because you are fearful; you fear she may reject you. You are creating stress for yourself. You are killing yourself. It is a suicide. If it suits you, then go ahead. Good luck to you!
Be a man, take a risk. Tell her that you love her. Why should you be concerned if she rejects you? if she finds happiness with another man and if you claim that you love her, then shouldn't her happiness make you happy too?
First, find the meaning of love for yourself. Then, and only then, claim to be in love. The beauty of the thing is that when you are really in love, you stop claiming anything. Each and every cell of your body will vibrate with love energy. You become one with love, who is left then to claim anything....?
You are in fact not even confident of yourself. You love this girl and you are in fear that she may reject you. So, what do you do? you create a situation. First, you hire people; you tell them to stop her in the way, scare her to death. And, then you make your appearance. You become a hero, you save her. Now, the girl is in your arms. Not because she loves you, but because she is helpless. You are buying love. This will not be lasting.
You are afraid, why? Go and tell her that you love her. Where can she find a man like you, so gentle, so loving? but, perhaps you don't think so about yourself. You have so many dirty hidden avenues in your life, that your own guilty conscience is killing you. Your own conscience is making you coward.
No, a fearful man can never be a lover. The path of love is not meant for cowards. Be fearless, that is the first step you will be taking on this path of love, of life, without such fearlesness, you are more dead than alive.... Read More......

make new breakthroughs....

My daily life adventure seems to be boring day after day...since the accident happen...i wasnt being aware of the fact...but i have to fix this as soon as possible.... Read More......

Today 4th august 2011...

i've just realize that man cant never predict whats something going to happens in the near future...so being aware over all your behaviour...second by second, minutes by minutes....do not be cocky....do not be proud that everything already happen because of you... Read More......

Detaching Yourself From Fear

By : Anand Krishna

Everyone speaks of detachment. You go to any Guru, any master, and he will ask you to detach yourself. Detach yourself from your families, your homes and your people. This, they tell you, is the way to self realization. And, you are so stupid, under some kind of hypnotic spell, that you dare not aks them why ?you have a beautiful wife, loving. You have nice kids. You have a beautiful house and a good car to drive. And, all these you have earned by working hard. And, now you are told to detach yourself from them. Why...?
Just consider this: these gurus, these self proclaimed messiahs who tell you to detach yourself, to lead a simple life : Look at their life styles, the can have a fleet of rolls royce. They can fly first class, or even charter a flight. They can live in luxury. But, no, you cannot do that. You must live in simplicity. Why this double standart ?
Let me give you the answers : These gurus of yours are jealous of your prosperity. They are hypocrites. They tell you to detach yourself. They tell you that an elephant can pass through this small lane that leads to the mansion of the Lord, but you cannot. Why ?Because you are rich. So, you must donate all that you have to the church, to the institution. They say, make yourself beggars, only then you can walk down this narrrow lane. it does not turn me on. Denying your self this world, just to walk down this narrow lane.. how stupid! believe me, you will only find elephants and camels and dinosaurs there. If you are lucky, you may even meet your priest, your guru, your master there. But such a heaven doesnt turn me on, First of all, how can their institutions, so rich indeed, enter or walk down those narrow lanes?
They tell you to detach yourself, yet they are so attached to their own institutions. Look at them the number of their followers must grow. Why..? Because their births are prophesied in the scriptures, foretold. What is happening to you? why are you so dumb? whatever they do, they do it for the sake of the world. Whatever you do, you remain a sinner. What is wrong with you? you take all this crap from them.
I ask you not to follow them. Do not follow any guru. None of them is going to help you. No-one will lead you to heaven. No-one can guarantee liberation for you. you must walk alone, walk on your own. Stand on your own two feet. Don't mind these gurus. They have poisoned your lives enough.
I ask you to enjoy life, to accept whatever comes in your way. If you are poor, without money, then that is your destiny. Can you do anything about it? can you change it? if yes, by all means do that. If not, then you might as well enjoy it.
No one is going to appreciate your tears here. Your tears are too precious. Hold them, don't cry. Go out and enjoy the sunshine; don't lock yourself in rooms with no ventilation.
If you are rich, then you have all the reasons to celebrate. Celebrates life. Turn your life into unending festivities. Buy yourself a new car that is good, okay. what is wrong with that? but when you are going home from the show room, driving your new car, if you must park it on your way home, then park it fearlessly. A car is after all but a car. Be cautious, don't be a reckless driver. but, don't be fearful. Dont caress your car as if you are caressing a girl. Dont come back to the parking lot and spend 10 minutes unnecessarily going around the car, checking if someone has scratched it. Dont be so tense driving your new car. Havent you been driving all your life? take it easy. Take life easy. Otherwise you will be making your life miserable.
If you deny the world and accept God, it will be no solution. Denying matter and accepting spirit is no way out. Denial or rejection is like a monster. First you give rise to monster denial, then you kill it to embrace price acceptance. This is crazy. Dont create monsters. Be fearless, only then can you accept without further reservation. it will be a total acceptance. Such an acceptance will have a flavor of detachment in it. Then you dont have to detach yourself; it will come to you effortlessly naturally. Read More......

do not love if it is still curious about another guy...

if u had to love someone...but still have a curiosity to another man...merely dont loving...! i dont want to be a beggar for ur love....better i leave rather than being ur lovers....pardon me if im rough...but this is good for both of us...once again pardon me if im rough...but this is good for both of us....spend ur curiosity first...if we are still destined maybe i'll back....thx for being my lover....see u in another place n time...u'll be always in my heart.......... Read More......

START TO WRITE AGAIN ANYTHING CAN BE WRITTEN...

Today i want to write again...write about anything can be written....my target one day one script...this messing comfort life already dropping me down...i hate kinda this situasion....i want to leave...i want to go...but go where i must go....??? Read More......

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'Suramadu' the plans almost fail....

this afternoon i used my spare time to visit the biggest n the longest bridge in Indonesia...Surabaya Madura Bridge or as well known as Suramadu. The journey started at 5 pm...so i can see the interesting view while the sun sets in the west. Since this bridge finished built at 2008 this was my first visit, while trying to pass this bridge to Bangkalan in Madura side, the air was so clear, and the scenery was so good and it only takes 20 minutes to arrive in Madura Side. The journey began bad while i reach the madura side, the road lamps all off, when the night was coming, the dark side of road very uncomfortable and very dangerous. Along 5-7 km along the road, the road was so dark, and there are'nt gas station or neither business activity nor tyre and machine reparation along the road. This dark side of Madura Side of Suramadu make me conclude that the development of this bridge and the area surrounding it almost fails. Read More......

The three most important things in my life...

Yesterday when i was think about my purpose in this life before i got to slep, i had set some rules in my life....the rules is something that u have to obedient and make it as the paradigm of ur life...
the rule number one is being fully aware and carefull always....the rule number two is working hard is same important like ur breath, the rule number three is dont ever to wake up more at 5 am in the morning....!! Read More......

L.O.V.E

everyone would exactly die...it's all only about the time...the most important thing is something useful that u can fill in this world as long as u still alive....thats love...love can force u to work...love can force u to sacrifice...work and sacrifice to whom u love...if u love ur husband or ur wife you are working for him or her...if u love ur children you work and even sacrifice for ur children...more expand ur love dedicated to...u are working harder than before....what if i become the love itself...?
u work and sacrifice without attachment...hopeless...never expected will be rewarded...because love is love....love is substance...loving is nature.....i love u...all of u....the tree...animals, human...all of u...the universe.... Read More......

Never Forget Love...

i know this girl since i was in junior high school...her long black straight hair...her laugh...good looking hair...and white teeth....really-really grab my soul...she is my first true love, and will forever be my true love....
i was remember every time i take a bath im only singing about her....the song is 'aku jatuh cinta' by base jam... i dont know why i feel like that...since that i had been kept her face within my heart...i always remembering her....maybe she is my true love, and can be my soul mate too...who knows..?
But im the man who never expect from another person...let along the live flow by itself...i she is trully my soul mate...thx God, if she wasnt thx God too....
but one that i believe...she is progress me....she has a same 'sense' with me.....she loves me too...i can feel it...i can smell it....but please darling waiting to me....i only want to prove my love to u after all of this finish...i want to take a job first....after that i want to looking for u...u are my beib...
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waiting for my counsciousness to come....

the next 24 hours, the next 365 days i've been wondering where i should be live...where i supposed to observed...yesterday i had made a great decision of my life...i had made some hierarchy about what i should really pursue about during this life... that's hierarchy only consist of two number...hierarchy number one and two...number one is counsciousness...that's (based on me) the most important things in life....number two is working....
Counsciousnees means what are u doing now...counsciouness means what are u reading, n what are u hearing now...with a full major of concentrate of being now...counsciousness is when u aware that u and universe as one...not separating....universe like other people u know and not know, tree, animal, bacterial etc....counsciouness means easy and difficult at once...
the next important thing of my life is working...."Work hard is Worship" working is needs...u live in this world to work...that's why u born with two arms and two length...to give more life to working and working despite speaking, seeing and listening...
i must concentrate....humans bad habit is always forget....thats why using the present moment to purify your mind is one of the secret things....present moment is the most important thing in ur life...that counsciousness.... Read More......

if i become...

if i become (jika aku menjadi...) this day i feel like a labor...hahaha.......with my friends felix n ari...i try to move my big luggage on my last boarding house move it to my village....i rent a pick up car 125ooo idr, to help move my luggage. Despite my luggage i move adit's luggage too....feel so interested this my countdown to back...after 5 years in malang, and 2 years in surabaya...it's hard to believe....my own luggage just a small box which contain book and clothes, but adit's board out 6 very heavy big box...waaww....its so nice to lifting it with my friend...all sports and sweat...haha.......
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feeling sad...

ooohhhhhhhhhhh
i cant focus at this moment....
do no stop to expect...
something...
that might u reach...
ooohhhhhhh
i want to sleep forever...
i boring with this life...
too much inner conflict...
despite outer too...
i cant control my mind....
i cant control my attitude...
please help mee...
somebody out there...
can u reach me...
halloo....
im here n supposed to be near of death...
now im dying....an agony life....
i miss u...u are my true lover.... Read More......

Happy todays and will happy tommorow....

my friend ever asked me...why i looked always happy in my daily life...and i ask again why not...? happy is my rights...if you think this life is a choices...i choice sad out from my daily life...whatever the condition i forced my life to be happier than before...happy is something you can feel not only ucan seen....feel happines not like look happines...i feel happines although i hungry with someone else or do something that makes my forehead wrinkles....happines is not like that...happines is something u can feel no matter what happens near or outside you....happines is multiple choises beneath ur natural state....

Happiness is our natural state. Happiness is the natural state of little children, to whom the kingdom belongs until they have been polluted and contaminated by the stupidity of society and culture. To acquire happiness you don't have to do anything, because happiness cannot be acquired. Does anybody know why? Because we have it already. How can you acquire what you already have? Then why don't you experience it? Because you've got to drop something. You've got to drop illusions. You don't have to add anything in order to be happy; you've got to drop something. Life is easy, life is delightful. It's only hard on your illusions, your ambitions, your greed, your cravings. Do you know where these things come from? From having identified with all kinds of labels! (Anthony de mello)



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